So I remember deciding to get over the shy thing when I was in elementary school. And I feel like I have. I’m still an introvert, and I don’t enjoy presenting things and being the center of attention, but stick me in a room with people and instead of trying to be invisible I’ll find someone to talk to or something to do to entertain myself.
I’m not sure when I decided to become an optimist, but it’s become second nature by now to assume the best and look for the silver lining.
So my next goals are to stopy being such a worrier! I need to live in the now more and worry about the future less. I do like being prepared and my skills at planning for the future, that’s how I got to where I am now, but I could use a little more enjoying the moment and a little less stressing about the future.
I also don’t know how I always seem to forget for long periods how incredibly good singing and dancing and listening to music make me feel. I think it’s time I bought a new stereo system, or left my computer on all the time running iTunes.
I’m going to drag myself out dancing this Friday no matter what! And I’m going to enjoy today and not worry about getting my crown tomorrow. I won’t know how bad it will or won’t be till it’s done, so why waste energy on it?
I guess it comes down to the continuation of removing energy drains from my life, and adding more energy boosters.

WoW!
You are shining lately, my dear “like a shooting star, across the midnight sky!” Can’t wait to help add more positive spin to your life.
Go ahead and boost with your bad self!
*!!!TORA SAIKO POWER UP!!!*