Bunny’s TMI

*hugs Tora*
Thanks for the poem, you had really perfect timing with that. I love you and miss you and I hope I get to see you soon!

So one of the purposes of my blog is to let me vent. So I’m going to.
I know these feelings are real since my antidepressants are working.

I already have somewhat pulled away from some friends due to a lack of reciprocation when it comes to setting up times to get together and hang out. I’m not happy about it, but I know that I need to save my energy for reciprocal relationships. But in the last couple days it’s suddenly gotten worse. It’s happened twice and by people that I’m very close to and didn’t expect it from. I’m sorry, but it just isn’t cool to invite someone to something… and then uninvite them without even telling them! I don’t know what the “reasoning” was, but I’m not going to waste my time trying to think of a good one. I’m upset, my feelings are hurt and I’m not sure what I plan to do about it. I know I do want an apology. But I honestly don’t know if that will make me feel any better. Sadly this makes the idea of moving even easier. I’d been thinking to put it off some now that I’m feeling better, but I guess this is life telling me that I made the right choice and I need to keep moving in that direction.

I think I’m going to devote more time to working out and watching movies for a bit to get my health and energy level back up. And it’s time to start planning trips to the places I’m considering moving. I know the Seattle area is pretty so I basically need to check out Oregon and Colorado. And I might get to go to a conference for work in Colorado in November, which would work out nicely for that.

I really do love having this blog to vent to. I hate unloading on friends because I know it doesn’t make for the warm fuzzies. But keeping things bottled up isn’t good either. So blogging seems to be the perfect compromise.

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