With the recent turn of events I’ve been rather moody lately. So I’m trying to figure out where I am and what I want now.
What I know:
I’m done dating (as in trying to meet people or pursuing a relationship). I think I’m finally resigned to not finding someone and starting a family.
That leaves me with my career as the main focus in my life. I love what I do currently and I’m happy with my hours and schedule. I can see myself staying here until I retire.
So the quandry that leaves me in is not liking the commute or where I live. It’s another 2 years before West Village will be built, so once my job reclass goes through (hopefully) and I get a raise I’ll look into selling my place and buying something closer.
I’m not happy about not having anyone to make the Holidays special for since that’s one of the things I enjoy most.
I think I’ll still try to do my Christmas tree with PH’s help as that’s one of my favorite Christmas things. I’m also going to call churches and try to find some groups to go Christmas caroling with. And of course I’ll still bake lots of cookies, and I have my holiday party and Disneyland with mom to look forward to.
I think I’m going to cut back and gifts this year to save money and mostly make stuff for close friends so I can play with my craft stuff.
Kitten, you always have someone to make the holidays special for: you. =D
Just remember that any handcrafted gift you send me is more valuable than all the gold, myrhh and frankincense ever. And if I see the 3 Wise Men out here anywhere, I’ll tell ‘em so!
(I still have the very first piece of pottery you ever made, and every Christmas card you’ve ever made and sent…)