Bunny’s TMI

I’m emotionally feeling back on an even keel. My sleep cycle is still a bit out of whack, but not as badly as it was. My stomach however has been giving me trouble. It’s upset whether and whatever I eat it seems. I’m hoping it’s just a temporary side effect of my new drugs and that it will go away as I get used to them.

I’ve got my fingers crossed that they work quickly.

I didn’t reread my last post so I don’t know what I’ve mentioned. I’ve been on my meds at least 4 months now and am adjusting to them…. so they no longer work. Friday was a hellish emotional rollercoaster for no good reason. I played WoW but I turned off guild chat to avoid any social interaction or seeing MM which was too painful. I got in a good cry that night. I finally turned guild chat back on later and stayed up till 4am. I managed to make it to my checkup at 1:15pm Saturday. I made the interesting discovery that sleep depravation seems to counteract my depression so I was up till 3am and slept till 3pm. I ended up staying up till 3am again and came into work at 1 today for a meeting at 1:30. Not sure how long I’ll stay, I’m feeling ok other than woozy from lack of food which I’m working on fixing. And tomorrow is the doc appointment so hopefully I can get some new meds then.

More insomnia + sleeping in late. I feel really bleh today. I should have just stayed home so I could get in a good cry and get more sleep. I hope this is mostly just my meds starting to not work and that switching to new ones will keep me from feeling too much worse. I know it’s at least a little bit other stuff too though.

Ok, so I already went. Placeholder till tonight when I hopefully remember to blog about it before I forget too much!

And looky! I remembered!

Might as well cover the whole weekend while I’m at it.

Couldn’t sleep Wednesday and ended up taking Thursday off to catch up on sleep. I just love how my insomnia works. First I can’t fall asleep. Then when I finally do I can’t wake up! I’ve also started to feel somewhat hopeless (aka depressed) again and realized that I probably have adjusted to my medication and need to switch to something else for a while. I don’t think it’s been quite 6 months yet, but that’s about when I had to up the dosage before when I was just taking it for my headaches.

So, Thursday I slept and read I think. Friday I went to see Narnia with MM in Davis. I liked the movie, the crowd was interestering, lots of kids and they really got into the movie with cheering and clapping certain scenes. There was only one time I couldn’t hear the movie because of it so I didn’t really mind. The theater was really noisy beforehand but other than the cheering stuff they were quiet the rest of the time thankfully. We had Chinese beforehand… which now that I think about it I think I forgot my leftovers at his place. I hope he enjoyed them! Then we watched some anime and played some WoW and I finally got to kill the big dragon and got a bigger bag to hold all my clothes! Now I just need nine more of them. Hehe.

Saturday I finally went to the training for the spa stuff so mom and I can get the rest of the things we ordered. It wasn’t as boring as I was afraid it would be and we finished an hour early. I think I was just tired afterwards and went home and read after a stop at Dimple on the way home to exchange a DVD I’d forgotten I already had for one I ordered. I’m just keeping my fingers crossed that they’re actually able to get the Claymation Christmas DVD I also ordered. They had to reorder it again when I picked up Jack Frost (another Rankin & Bass one). Mom came over Saturday night around 11:30.

Sunday we got off to a late start as I had trouble waking up and still had to pack for the trip. And then I forgot the bird stand I was supposed to take to EA, luckily I remembered it soon enough to turn around and go get it. Mom and I took turns driving and got to our hotel around 8 I think. Around 9 we went to see EA and drop off the stand and got to meet her cute new kitten named Crash. Afterwards we had dinner at Coco’s, which I need to do more often as I still love their tortilla soup.

Monday was Disneyland. Our hotel was close enough that we just walked there. I had trouble waking up, but it worked out ok. I think we got there around 9:30, a half hour after the park opens. I left the map at work so I’ll update the rides we went on tomorrow during lunch. The very best part of the whole day though was the amazing fireworks show at the end, it was just awesome!

Tuesday I actually got up on time since mom agreed to drive the first part, so I just went back to sleep in the car. The trip home took about 7 hours and since we got home around 3:30 mom decided to drive back before rush hour traffic instead of having to wait till after. I just read and relaxed so I’d be ready for work today.

… or just eating too many cookies. Went to the dentist for my checkup today and he found two new baby cavities I need to get taken care of. Oh well!