I didn’t reread my last post so I don’t know what I’ve mentioned. I’ve been on my meds at least 4 months now and am adjusting to them…. so they no longer work. Friday was a hellish emotional rollercoaster for no good reason. I played WoW but I turned off guild chat to avoid any social interaction or seeing MM which was too painful. I got in a good cry that night. I finally turned guild chat back on later and stayed up till 4am. I managed to make it to my checkup at 1:15pm Saturday. I made the interesting discovery that sleep depravation seems to counteract my depression so I was up till 3am and slept till 3pm. I ended up staying up till 3am again and came into work at 1 today for a meeting at 1:30. Not sure how long I’ll stay, I’m feeling ok other than woozy from lack of food which I’m working on fixing. And tomorrow is the doc appointment so hopefully I can get some new meds then.
