Well, my regular doctor gave me the good stomach medicine, and that took care of the constant pain I was in, but I’m still having to take pepto-bismal 2-4 times a day, but at least I’ve been able to eat more. So it’s looking like I’ll have to try a new drug once I go see my other guy on the 5th.
Opinions
Ok, I know not everyone is as good at empathizing as I am and understanding others points of view…. but sometimes it gets to the point where it feels like most people don’t even bother to try. You don’t have to agree with my opinion… but you could at least let me try to explain it and try to understand why I might think and feel that way instead of telling me I’m being stupid or silly or wrong. Talk about invalidating someone. I guess this is another case of me needing to learn more about my boundaries and how to establish them. I’ve gotten pretty good at not tolerating the worse demonstrations of lack of respect for me… but this is starting to erode my self esteem some and that’s not something I’m willing to allow. I guess it’s time to start diving into more me time. I’m really don’t feel the desire to go out and meet more people with all the disappointments I’ve had in the last few years in friendships and relationships, so time to cut back on or quit WoW and go back to reading and Netflix and my occasional game day when I need more human interaction.
New Years
Stayed up all night the night before New Years Eve watching movies and anime. Donnie Darko was slightly less creepy and much more interesting than I thought it would be (though I’m still glad I didn’t watch it alone) and Full Metal Alchemist seems interesting so far. New Years Eve was more WoW then getting the princess into Ranma 1/2 and having a yummy champagne concoction with cherries and syrup and sugar that I actually liked even though I normally hate champagne as much as beer and wine. After they went home I WoWed some more and got to see the very nifty fireworks show they added.
My tummy is still being fairly iffy even with the new meds, but I’m eating more than I was and I finally have plenty of pepto to last for a while. Only four more days till I see my guy and we can try switching me to something that doesn’t bother my stomach like this.
Happy New Year too all my friends and loved ones!
Oh, and I didn’t manage to do cards or emails for Christmas this year, so I guess I’ll be doing Valentine’s Day cards instead.